Colours of Autumn

The centre of my being
The tree of life in my garden of Eden
Do you take life
As much as you give one?
Lend your shade
To withdraw when I need some?
I love a puzzle
But you’re one-
Now I hate ‘em
Your arms hold me tight
Run your fingers, fill my eyes
What do you see?
Your wife-or death, something to run from?
I have doubts-
About me, about your eyes and what they see
Tell me, different
Prove me wrong
Me, and my broken mind
The past is in the past
You tell me, and I trust you
But it still bothers you-
I know it, I see it, but don’t you? Have you?
Like fragments of a mirror
Distorted and sharp, cleaving my heart
You speak words
I go back, my mistakes
Running in place.
You are the colours of autumn
Haunting in your beauty
Crushing my lungs
As I fall all over again in your arms
I look into your eyes
Do you hate me as you hold me?
Maybe some
I can’t tell-your leaves
They change. Colours.
Maybe the red ones mean love.

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